cuti raya..

assalamualaikum sume...

Exam End of posting bru je abes....

1 hari langsai sume MEQ,SAQ,BAQ,MCQ,OSCE...

then, 1 hari lagi langsai sume 1 long case, 2 short case...

2 hari yg kelam kabut..tapi bile habis....masyaAllah...leganye............

but...hati resah mengenangkn exam yg dah lepas...nightmare...

redha..pasrah..tawakal....

1st time exam clinical, agak terabur ye performance aku....

terkejut...shock!!

agak sedih disini... =(

aku dpt long case, acute bronchiolitis.

short case, VSD(ventricular septal defect) & cerebral palsy...

kwn2..sila doakn saya....

skrg sudh ade dirumah...2 weeks cuti...

then, surgery posting is waiting for me...

lgi tough... kne strong anatomy...blablabla...

rmai lecturer myanmar..dgrnye garang2....

mga dprmudhkn...

overall, rasenye aku suke dgn posting paediatric ni... =)

interesting...jumpe budk2 kn...xde lah stress sgt...

tibe2 rase nak jadi paediatrician plak... =)

but still 3 more posting is awaiting...

mane tau yg lain tu lgi best kn... huhuh...

sekian..

selamat mencari lailatulqadar....

salam aidilfitri..

menangis di dalam...

assalamualaikum


hari ini dgr luahan seorg emak kpd baby umur 5 buln..
kamu tahu HIE?.. hypoxic -ischaemic encephalopathy..
cube google...fhmkn sendri..


niat hati ingin jenguk saje...
isolated room..tidak berani nk masuk..
ckup stakat mahu tahu baby sakit ape..
tidak sangka si emak mngajak berbual..

tibe2 si emak..
suara sebak, sudah serak..
ye,saye nmpk air mata mngalir...saya diam..x mampu berkata
saya tidk bertnya, si emak terus bercerita....

saya..
hati sudah sebak...
cuba mmhmi hati seorang emak...
sya rase sakit...menangis di dlm..
tapi si emak mesti lgi sakit....


si emak tabah..
dia redha...dia sabar...masih kuat smgt...


mga Ramadhan ini mmbwa rahmat dan berkat buat mereka..
ganjran yg lgi besar untuk mreka..insyaAllah...


medical student..ye,kite kena wat history taking, salin setiap ape yg si emak beritahu..
tpi kadang2, letak tepi itu semua..
duduk dgn mreka, from heart-to-heart..
not from mouth-to-note only....


mereka bercerita,kite menyalin...
buknkah itu tidak manis, tidak selesa.?
ibarat reporter...


sesekali..pandang kedlm mata mreka...
they need someone to talk to...
just make yourself free...
listen to them...
that's how you learn...


dear doctor,
we didn't treat the disease only, but we treat their soul..
soft-spoken will make them better...
kdg2 mreka bukn nak mkn ubat sgt, they need our concern...


PEOPLE DON'T CARE HOW MUCH YOU KNOW,
UNTIL THEY KNOW HOW MUCH YOU CARE...


salam ramadhan~
jumuah mubarakah...

hati yang menangis..

Assalamualaikum


Hati yang sedang menangis..
saat orang lain tidak menyedarinya,saat itu rasa sakitnya ibarat tertusuk...


okeyh,exam lgi 1 week..
my 1st exam for clinical year...
STRESS nye hnya Allah yg tahu...
sebab itu mudah terasa,org buat sikit,emo x memasal...


diri masih terkapai-kapai...
masih serabut...
cuba nak kejar mcm2...
cara belajar baru...
sudah sebulan lebih tapi masih x adapt..


nana oh nana..
bangkitlah!!!


-salam Ramadhan-

doctor's heart..

salam dari sibu =)

assalamualaikum...

Finally, tertitip juga catatan dpd Sibu ni.... =) 3 weeks nak adapt dgn suasana baru clinical year ni.... =( Sedang cuba untuk mencari masa2 optimum untuk study. Kerap kali tidur awal sebab seharian berada di hospital...Penat kot!!! but yet it was a great experience!! =) Baru hari ni dapat stay up,itupun setelah tidur petang yg SGGGTTT lame!!!!!!!!! 2 jam...huhuhu... itu pun buknnye utilize betol2 saat stay up ni, hanya cube yg termampu...

Sampai hari ni, x berkesempatan nak snap picture kat wad paediatric.. sape berani,buat lah..nak kene ganyang dgn nurse,stafnurse, HO,MO,specialist!!!!! hamik ko!! x berani lah aku...nak minta signature after clerking patient pon kemain susah lagi...some of them refused to....so...sabar jelah....

Nak citer pengalamn yg bru 3 weeks ni pon ase cam x ckup tgn nak taip.......so much to share but paham2 jelah...malas den...hehehe..

So far, alhamdulillah... most of the patient sgt2 cooperative,tapi mcm2 ragam!!!! Ade tu yg patient iban, penat aku introduce diri..blablabla...tibe2 dia ckp,' tak tahu.tak tahu'!! paham lah aku...upenye aunty tu x pndai ckp melayu...see....bukn org oversea je yg sush nk communicate, yg duk sarawak ni pon dh sush nk communicate.. Tapi ade jugak yg sgt2 friendly, citer dpd A-Z...smp sush aku nk stop kn...huhuhu... 

Bile posting kat wad kanak2 ni,phm2 jelah..perangai budk2 unpredictable..ade yg melalak je kejenye...nak wat cane, diorg tgh sakit kn...mestilah x selesa...tu yg x dpt buat PE(physical examination), x dpt nak auscultate pon..last2, esoknye time BST (bedside teaching), menanah lah telinga kene mrh dgn lecturer sebb x dpt wat PE.... x pe lah..learning process....

Ok, nak share ilmu baru.. let's learn bahasa IBAN!!

1. Sapa nama dik?
2. Nama sakit ya?
3. Bisi angat/batuk/sakit pala/cirit-birit?
4. Dini dik tinggal?
5. Udeh makai?
6. Udeh tinduak?
7. Nama berita?
8. Aku gerai!
9. Udeh pulai?

Interesting rite?!! thnx u so much to mother of Angelina coz spend your time to teach me this language =)

The beginning is always the hardest....
mga mendapat pengakhiran yg baik dlm setiap ape yg aku lakukan ya Allah...

1st day of clinical year

Assalamualaikum..

I'm still in ICC week,  Introduction to clinical clerkship, before going to Sibu.. Seriously, feeling like i do not know anything..Totally different!! =( Hopefully it goes well....

Life is all about: Hope, Pain and Reward
Live with the first. Bear the second; so you can deserve the third
الدنيا ثلاث ... أمـل ... وألم ... وأجر ...
عش بالأولى .. وتحمل الثانيه .. لأجــل الثالثه

clinical year

Assalamualaikum...

One more day left... i'm going to leave my room sweet room,home sweet home...and my beloved family.. =(

Tapi memandangkan ada tuntutan yg lebih penting menanti di sana, kukuatkn hati.

 I'm going to face my clinical year. i'm officially 3rd year medical student =) Meh kite citer skit pasal clinical year ni.. kitorg akan 'diterbangkan' ke sibu dgn menaiki bas dan mngambil masa selama 6-7 jam tuk sampai sane!!see...how far is Sibu... kitorg posting ke Sibu selama setahun..kire mcm kitorg akn di'isolated' kan jauh terperuk di Sibu..

Untuk 3rd year ni, kitorg ade 4 posting dan ade 4 group. Aku dpt group D. Here is my posting rotation :

1st- Paediatrics

2nd-Surgery

3rd-Medicine

4th-O&G

Nervous gak sbnrnye nak hadapi clinical year ni.. it must be totally different from our clinical year!!! more challenging for sure! mga Allah permudahkan segalanya... luckily, Farida hasnan is my posting mate!! =) before this, kami ber-5, aku,dida,syu,teha n mek nor... skng ni sume dah separate, teha same dgn syu, mek nor group lain, n aku dgn dida... xpelah.. as long as we are together in hostel..still can meet each other... my dearest friends, please do support me...no matter what happen to me...

Selamat menghadapi clinical year kwn2 ku skalian.. =) kite kene gandakan usaha!! *cam klako skit ayat aku*