Dulu-dulu....

Assalamualaikum...

Lame sgt dah x tulis....eh,bukan tulis pon...taip je...huhu....

Ringkas je arini....

Teringat dulu-dulu....

Cita-cita nak jadi doktor...tuk angkatan tentera....

Sebab ape?

Bajet mcm katang sgt,jiwa kental kononnye...

Cam best kan....pkai uniform tentera, aktiviti lasak....

Yup...my dream during my childhood...

Berangan je lebih....

InsyaAllah...1 year to go...doctor to be....

In army? X kot.... *sigh* >,<

Ish, x bersyukur betol!! Apelah....

Alhamdulillah... He knows the best... =)

But, still...in the future..who knows?! 

Allah knows... =)

Jgn bersendirian....

Anthem.. -hlovate-

Memoir at GP... =)

 Assalamualaikum...

Just finishing my district and family medicine posting.. Currently,i'm on holiday for 2 weeks =) Pic above showed dida,ai lee and me with our beloved Dr.Saadiah!! owner of Healthcare Petrajaya, GP where we were attaching at. Seriously, i love each and every moment being there... Not stressful at all, excited to listen for Dr.Saadiah teaching and how she deal with patient. 

Initially, when we first being informed that Dr.Saadiah only allow female student to attach at her clinic, 2 words directly came across in my mind.. GENDER discrimination??!!!!! After i met her...i'm totally wrong.. Most of her patient were preggy mommy, makcik2 n female teenangers... She just want to make her patient feel comfortable...thats the reason behind it =)

Betul lah ape yg dikatakan...jika bkerja ikhlas krna Allah, for the sake of helping people, Allah may ease the way... Murah rezeki doktor ni... Feeling different.... Tutur nya lembut berbicara, profesional n sgt menjaga... Mungkin ade yg beranggapan, private clinic, kene bayar, of course servis 1st class... Tapi berlainan dgn cara doktor ini... Beliau mengamalkan, selagi patient tu can be treated non-pharmacologically (no medication given), selagi itu lah akan diikhtiarkn mggunakan cara lain.. She not simply prescribed medication to her patient and ask them to pay.. Berlainan dgn certain GP, yg ingin mengaut keuntgan,tidak amanah... Contoh paling senang... Prescription tuk antibiotic.. Ade yg mengambil jln mudah, any infection just give antibiotic, x kira viral or bacterial infection....wrong concept actually... Most of the patient had URTI (upper respiratory tract infection) and the most possible cause are viral infection..viral infection bley baik sendri.....insyaallah... Yg menariknye, dokternh tnye kitorg, ape ubat paling bagus tuk URTI ni, mcm2 kuar, acylclovir lah ape lah... Dokte kate...TIDUR... have a good rest je....hehheeh.... =)

Panjang lebau plak nk citer... Tu je kot wat mase ni... Tetibe nk jadi family medicine specialist plak...cam best jeewwww..... Insyaallah... =)

With kakak2 kat GP =)

Miss this moment.....

Sekian...

End of psychiatry posting..

Assalamualaikum..

Finally, psychiatry posting is over...... Mix feelings.... ='(
Must know topics:
- schizophrenia
- major depressive disorder
- anxiety disorder
- bipolar disorder
- personality disorder
- dementia
- alcohol and substance abuse

Wanna share some experience in psychiatry ward at Sentosa Hospital, they are different from other patient... For female students, you guys really need to be careful in clerking patient in male ward, better ask medical assistant to be your chaperon,or else you will be in danger...

Another thing is i met a lot of Malay and Muslim patient... Most of them admitted to the ward with chief complaint of having aggresive behavior, hearing voices (auditory hallucination) and suicide attempt. Guess what is the causes of this psychotic festures? Alcohol and substance abuse... Average age that they started to abuse alcohol and substance is from secondary school until 30 years old... When i talk to them, most of them got involve in that situation due to influence from their friends.... Emmmm...friends are really a great influence in our life.. Undeniable.. Especially if we are far away from our family...

Sahabat, pernah dulu kerap kali diingatkan, 'org yg hebat tidak diubah oleh situasi,tetapi dia yg mengubah situasi'... ya, tidak dinafikan,memg itulah yg sepatutnya dilakukan oleh org hebat... Tetapi kita masih seorang hamba, tidak lari dari pautan nafsu, iman yg terkadang ada naik dan turun... Beruntung lah mereka yg disekelilingnya dipenuhi sahabat2 soleh,yg dpt membimbing dikala terleka dan alpa, suasana soleh dan solehah yg dpt membentuk diri...tetapi bagaimana pula dgn mereka yg tiada pilihan seperti itu? Yg kiri kanan nye dipenuhi dgn pelbagai warna ragam manusia... Ya, tugas mereka lagi besar, mereka sendri perlu mencari suasana dan sahabat2 yg dpt bersama2 saling ingat mengingati.. Dan mereka perlu kuatkan dan teguh kan iman dan hati...

Dan pabila diri terkadang hanyut sebentar......ya Allah...terasa diri ini dinodai dgn pautan nafsu sendri, terasa sgt kecil dan lemah kerana tunduk pada nafsu diri...terasa diri ini gagal mendidik hati.. Kerap kali dtg rasa kesal, berulang kali.... Fitrah manusia itu sukakan kebaikan, seteruk mana pun kesalahan yg dilakukan, mereka sentiasa ingin kn pengampunan...

Luahan ini bukan mencari alasan, tetapi cuba mencari penyelesaian.. Jgn pernah rasa selesa dgn apa yg ade dlm diri... cuba campakkn diri ke situasi org lain yg tidak senasib dgn kita... Dont stay in your comfort zone..

Terasa diri ini semakin jauh daripada diri yg dulu... Terasa kecil diri ini...

Selamat bermuhasabah...
Pre- ramadhan...

case presentation: psycho-geriatric patient

Assalamualaikum..

I'm writing in the middle of preparing my slide for case presentation, 'dementia: psycho-geriatric patient'...
Feeling tired...then, listening to Armada's song, 'Hargai aku'... cover by Mr H.....stress reliever...for this moment.... ...

Wish me best of luck!

Psychiatric posting.....1,000,001 memory...

May Allah ease my way...aminn

bosan...

Assalamualaikum..

Huh..apehal bosan sgt arini...adeh.... sgt x bgus perasaan ini ye.... =(
Alhamdulillah, untuk exam medicine aritu aku pass...syukur sgt2... unexpected... hanya Allah yg tahu mcm mane leganya perasaan aku time dpt result aritu.... so, so far 3 posting aku dah lepas..

PAEDIATRIC
SURGERY
MEDICINE

Tinggal 1 lgi.... O&G ...hopefully it goes smoothly...  i wanna enjoy this posting...i hope so... tapi penatnye luar biasa...coz byk procedure...tapi syukur sgt2, i already finish my target, conduct a delivery! Finally!! Alhamdulillah...rasenye sume dh tgk gmbr yg aku post kat FB...tapi xde mood lah plak nk citer kronologi peristiwa aritu...

Recently, i face a new problem... dah nak saat2 akhir ni, sume org tunjuk perangai sebenar... true colours... haissh... ujian..mga diberi kekuatn untuk menghadapi...

tu je kot stakat ni...xde mood sgt..
..is waiting someone... from istanbul..... trase lame lah plak... adoi ai... =(

please pray for me my dearest friend...may Allah ease my way....
see u soon =)

O&G posting

Assalamualaikum..

Jumpa lagi... Tak nak ulas byk2 pasal exam medicine aritu.... T_T. not a sweet memory to be remembered... Now in O&G posting... baru 2 weeks... still new, still blurr, still....arrrgghhhhh!!! Some said, O&G is the easiest posting.... i hope so..... but so far.... with those new terms, new environment, everything is new... a bit difficult for me...

Ingtkn nak relax skit posting kali ni...tapi rasenye posting ni lagi busy kot... must complete observing 10 labours before conducting 1 labour, which is qualification before sitting end of posting examination..ingt senang ke nak tgk labour!! *memang lah tgk je pon..... tapi nk tggu org bersalin, bukn bley fixed kan mase pon, kalo xde rezki nk jumpe org labour, maka x de lah.... nak complete kn 25 obstetric examintn lgi, then bru dpt tahu this week kene present pasal multiple pregnancy... every week ade seminar,PBL n tutorial, and after each session ada quiz...kene cover sume.... =( x ke huru hara hidup aku.....Dgn radiology case write up lagi...case write O&G jgn ckp lah....byknye aku bebel kali ni......

Maaf ye.... kedengaran seperti keluhan org yg tidak bersyukur...... Astaghfirullahalazim...tetapi hanya ingin berkongsi aktiviti dikala O&G posting... *ayat cover...

Today....Alhmdulillah...i witnessed 1 labour..................Allahuakbar.Allahuakbar.Allahuakbar! first time  tgk.....hampir menitis air mata ni..... bukan mudah ibu kita nak melahirkan kita.... sebab tu lah besar ganjaran seorang ibu dlm setiap erangan kesakitan mereka, terhapus sgla dosa mereka....memang meresap kedalam naluri hati ni...terasa sentap seketika... mata ni tidak sanggup menyaksikn kesakitan si ibu itu....Jika semua orang berpeluang menyaksikn peristiwa ini didepan mata, mungkin tidak sanggup untuk kita berkata tidak terhadap apa jua permintaan ibu kita...

Hargailah ibu anda.... tanpa mereka kita tiada di dunia ini, juga tanpa izinNya kita tidak bernafas disaat ini..

Permulaan hidup manusia bermula dengan KESAKITAN, kesakitan seorang ibu melahirkan anak...
mengapa hanya dengan KESAKITAN yg sedikit sekarang kita sudah mengeluh ibarat ini lah pengakhiran segalanya.... peringatan untuk diri ini yg sering mengeluh dgn ujian yg yidk sebesar mana..
Sama2 kita renungkan ye....

NO PAIN NO GAIN... =)

Nak kongsi 1 hadis berkenaan perkara ini tapi till we meet again in next post =)