Professional exam in memory...

Assalamualaikum

Profesional exam???! Ape tu? some of you guys must be wondering what kind of exam was that! actually. prof.exam is a qualification exam b4 going to clinical year (year 3). All our theory during 1st and 2nd year will be ask here.. Untuk sistem kat UNIMAS ni plak, kitorg kene pass all block tuk 2nd year, kalo kantoi 1 block, kene sit another one qualifying exam,then kalo x pass time prof.exam kene sit another 1 exam.. see!! probability tuk fail tu sgt tinggi, mksudnye, kalo korg pass sume block, x semestinya pass time prof.exam... ni sume brgntung pada usaha dan REZEKI masing2....

Sangat banyak kenangan dan memori sepanjang 2nd year ni, trmasuk time study week before exam... kitorg nye keZOMBIan jgn ckap lah, kalah hantu mak limah!! wah3~ actually, our study group (5 of us) dah start wat preparation early block 9 (renal and reproductive block). Kitorg go through je 2nd year nye syllabus.. tiap2 ari kitorg wat kot!! abes je kelas sambung study group...ade tu sampai kul 6.30 ptg...ksian kat dida, teha and mek nor! sbb diorg duk jauh dpd fakulti.aku dgn syu ok lgi lah sbb umah sewa kat depn fakulti je..

Kekadang tu penat sampai x bley fokus pon time discussion...haaaiissshh.. nak wat cane, setiap org pon ade limit masing2... Tapi memang x dinafikan,study group sgt2 mmbntu.. aku ni dah lah jenis yg x brape nak rajin and kalo bce sorg2 slalu je tersalah faham..heheh...sebab tu i need somebody to guide me..thanks to all my friend... diorg sgt2 bagus dlm meng'explain'! kekadg tgk notes byk2 pon aku dh serabut, sbb tu aku lebih suke dgr explanation org lain.. sgt2 useful time exam t, sbb we tend to recall our memory through discussion. 

At the end of block 9, kitorg dh x wat study group dah sebab masing2 nak fokus kat exam EOB dlu... senior2 pon ckap, study all out tuk block 9, then bley fokus kat block lain time study week t! Alhamdulillh block 9 aku pass..

Alkisah time study week.... 3 weeks before the real WAR begin... mase yg sgt2 kritikal!! STRESS sgt2!! Allah je yg tau.. ade ketika kita akn rase down sgt2...n rase putus ase...rase penatttttt sgt2...sampai rase x mampu nak teruskan....rase x yakiinn, rase usaha ni x cukuppp, rase nk lari je balik umah, rase homesickk sgt2... air mata ni jgn ckp lah, dh kering dah...Tapi aku br syukur sgt2..bgus sbnrnye exam ni, dgn sume rase kekurgan yg kite alami, kita akn letak kn pergantungan yg sgt tinggi kpd Allah.. ye, kite ni hamba dia yg lemah, x mampu dan x berdaya wat apepun jika tidak dgn izin Nya.. so i kept on going... 

dalam hati aku, aku ckap, 

'xpe nana, wat je dulu, cuba yg terbaik.ape jua keputusan mga Allah kuatkn iman dan hati aku'

Jika difikirkan balik, ikhtiar dan usaha aku ni sbnrnya x seberapa jika dibandingkn dgn kurniaNya... terima kasih yaAllah... dgn rahmat, kasih syg dan redha Mu, jua doa2 ibu dan ayah dan mereka yg menyaygi sya, Alhmdulillah, Kau kurnia kn kejayaan dan nikmat yg tidak terhingga....syukur ya Allah.. terima kasih kpd mreka yg sntsa support diri ini.. x putus2 mesej2 sokgan dpd ibu,ayah, abg alip, erun, kgkwn, adik2, n akak2...thanks to all...dikala kita berjauhan dgn family, shbt2 dan akk2 senior serta junior lah yg jadi family kita... luv u all...=) lastly, tgk lah gmbr2 ni, memg hobi aku snap gmbr time penat2 study...hee~

syu n dida 

teha,me n mek nor (aku n mek nor yg tgh berlakon-pura2 rajin) wah3~

sume tgh fokus...ngeh3~

akhirnye kami x mmpu berselindung* peace*

this is our schedule-provide by dida!!

pack kn schedule kitorg...huhuh

finally...alhamdulillah....hadiah tuk ibu ayah n family...juga tuk diri sndri.. =)

i'm officially, 3rd year medical school!! i'm going to SIBU!!! alhmduillah... for sure, will facing new experience, more harder, hopefully i get more stronger...may Allah smoothed my way ....insyaAllah...aminn..

x sabar nak p hospital and jumpe patient~ please guide me ya Allah.... aminn...

sekian, wasslam...